My baby angel who was 7, died 23:10.
He wasn't healthy from before and had problems breathing. I did consider to take him to the vet and make him sleep in, but it was late.

I was with him when he died. He died in my arms.
He is still warm even though I have tucked him into a blue blanket. I want to bury him somewhere no one can touch his body.



I cannot write down how much he meant to me and how he helped me through my school years. He was always been there since he was a baby til now. I loved him and I do still love him even if he isn't here anymore. And I am crying like a river and it won't stop.


I hope god will take good care of you and that Dad can finally meet you </3


Rest in peace my beloved fluffy-butt Angel. You deserve only heaven. And thank you for sharing your life with a pathetic human being as I am.


07/2005 - 22/04/2011:cross:

Pictures of my baby:



And then made this:

BBL. TEARBENDING.